Kill

"Kill you must
To avoid the strife,
And I killed the new
To let old survive."

How weak we can be in our moments of despair and take the decisios which we bear like an albatross around our neck all our life. They keep nibbling at you as long as your heart beats and you live every moment in shadows of the your failed side.

Ahh...I killed you before you could exist and your faceless form haunts me every night. I supressed your exisence to let my own live. I am paying you with my soul but please let me sleep for a little while.................